You'll find boredom where there is the absence of a good idea

Haven't been writing almost the whole week here. Shame on me.
But actually there is not much to tell.
Maybe I could give you a short summary:
I did my boring homework which took me ages - at least it felt like. And I am still not done for this week.
University is boring and I am stressed of it.
On Tuesday we did our Finnish Exam. I did not learn at all and I almost regreted it but there was no need to. I just did mistakes with two of the verbs because I haven't been concentrated but the rest was quite easy. No need to worry.

Autumn is still beautiful. The leaves are falling way too quick in my opinion but the weather is fine, though it is freaking cold yet. I don't remember that we had more then 10 degrees this week.

Tuesday also was some kind of sad day cos I was arguing but no more words about that. It is fine again. ♥
And I had some nice visitor and spent some relaxing moments.

Yesterday Anne came around cos she is leaving soon back to Germany. How fast five weeks pass. I cannot believe it is so long ago we picked her up at the station. Hmm...
I think we have been seeing way too seldom but there was no time to meet more often.
But it is not like it is a goodbye forever, we'll see soon again, I am sure.
At least we meet one more time tomorrow. Dany and me are going to the train station when she is taking the train to Helsinki. Saying bye and getting the keys back for her.


I am at university right now but feeling quite bored. Luckily the lecture is soon over and the other one - again - is free today cos she is ill. Let's see how she'll handle it then. I guess she will do the lectures some other time.
Gnah, I am so hungry right now but don't want to put out my salami roll because if I am eating it now the whole classroom will smell like it. Sucks.


I still feel ill. It is not better at all. Okay, and I still haven't been to the doctor. Just planed to go there next week together with Dany. Cos I don't wanna go alone and we are searching now for a time we can go together. There will be a lot of checks needed I guess.

Oh I just realize I haven't been writing anything about the weekend yet. Hmm. I guess I'll do it later also. And use some pictures, too. It was a very spontaneous and funny one. But later more.


I bought some more booklets to write. And I started to write so much but I am not finishing it. I am angry with myself cos of this.

Right now I just want to start something new, I want topics to write about, ideas.
I just need some hints and maybe I'll be on board again.
Any ideas?


That's it for the moment I think. I just should try to listen at least a little bit or something. (Yeah the girl in front of me is playing solitaire and the other one memory... no more comment)

Unless commitment is made, there are only promises and hopes... but no plans.

Week 40 (state: 04.10.2010)

Monday
☑ Homework 12.30 - 14.30
☑ Supermarket
☑ Cleaning

Tuesday
☐ Homework
☑ He's coming around
☑ Finnish Course EXAM 17.30 - 18.50
Wednesday

☑ Homework
☑ University 16.00 - 18.00

☑ University 18.00 - 20.00

☐ Jack The Rooster (Derek Sindel RockBand)
☑ Anne is coming around 21.00 - 23.00
Thursday
☑ University 9.00 - 12.00

☐ University 12.30 - 15.00 (free)

☐ Finnish Course 17.30 - 18.50
Friday
☐ University 9.00 - 12.00 (FREE)
 ☑ Meeting Anne at the station
☑ Anni's B-Day Party
Saturday
☑ Laundry
Sunday
☑ at J.'s place

Round and round and round it goes...

Hui, what interesting days :)

Yesterday ended way better than it started. Alina and Anne came around and we played some Ligretto. Gnaahh I didn't win :) Maybe caused of the alcohol. Cos as I told already in an earlier posting I was in drinking and fun mood. So I started drinking at six p.m. and we continued until half past nine.

Alina at our place, feeling quite ehm okay.

 Maybe it was kind of enough for some of us. (waving to Alina. hehe.)
Short summary of what I tried: Vodka Energy, Beer-Cola, Cola-herbal-liqueur, herbal-liqueur and some sips of 43 with milk.
More than enough I'd say.

At ten we arrived at Groove and got in, waiting for Verena and Anna which arrived half an hour later or something. It must have been so funny for others cos there were three 'lesbian' couples at one table.
Anyway, we had fun. Oh yeah, we had.

Dany, Alina, Anne, Verena (Anna was smoking. Shame on her. And I took the picture.)

Some of the guys were around and we had great talks with them, a lot of cuddling and laughing. Not only guys but also Pilvi (with whom I was talking so long at the bar and don't remember half of it anymore. shame on me!) and later Mia showed up. Haven't seen her for so long and already missed her. Was so nice to talk to her and I am so much looking forward to meet her soon.

We had some beers (or Lonkero for the ladys. Haha) And some LOL.
And guess who always had to go to the bar to order the drinks?
Right. Me! It looked like I am a neverending hole for alcohol. Ha.
Highlight was definitely the partitive of LOL as I had to order 'some' more than just one. LoLiä. Sorry my dear Finns but that sounds just funny. Discovered by the way that there are two different LOLs. A pink one (that I drank two of) and the yellow one everyone else was drinking.

Verena and Anna had to leave at about midnight cos Verena didn't feel that way. And the rest of us ended up joking around with some Mister at the table for another two or more hours (I had actually no feeling for time anymore.)

Wasted?

I don't remember when we have been laughing that much the last time. Stupid stories, more stupid jokes, missunderstandings, language tryings and stuff. Everything was available.
I drank another few beer and this very hard mixture of this guy up there. Water plus Lonkero.
Ok, I am just joking. No, not about the water plus Lonkero. Actually I liked it, cos it wasn't that sweet. But it is not hard stuff. Haha.

Wuhuu hard stuff.

And at about half past two we decided to head for home. Alina and Anne had to take the bus and we guided someone home and got back to our place and finally into bed at 3.30 a.m. or something.
I fell asleep immediately.
In that case I have to say the biggest Thank Yous at all. And all of them needed to be mentioned by name, because I owe them some thanks.
Kiitos to Alina, Anne, Anna, Verena, Pilvi, Mia, Janne, Harri, Matti and of course my sweetest girlfriend ever Dani.

Last but not least I want to end the remake of the day with the most funniest quote at all.
"Wow, look almost everyone here is starting with an 'A'. Alina, Anne.... *looks* Asshole!"


Four hours later I woke up of the noise made by Dany who was showering or whatever and then getting onto the sofa with the computer. I stayed awake from 8 a.m. onwards cos I wasn't able to sleep also.
It was not like I had a hangover, no I was simply still drunk.

This is actually how I looked like totally fucked up.

I took some vitamins and ate something and cuddled with honey.
We have been staying at the sofa until three o'clock. Then started to dress ourselves cos Alina and Anne were coming around to say bye before Alina leaves to Helsinki again. They have been staying for about two hours, ate some cake, took some vitamins also (cough.... have you been drunk the night before eh?) and talked. Simple stuff I so fuckin' enjoyed.

At five the next visitor appeared and stayed for about 45 minutes to talk a bit and checked out some tattoo thing.
After that I started to prepare dinner and we ate. And at about 8 p.m. Anna and Verena came around.
Tea Party. Smile.
We drank, as you might guess, some tea, Anna ate - at least it felt like - a thousand burgers and we had a lot to talk about.
Three hours later they went home and we headed to bed, where I am at the moment. Dany is sleeping next to me and I am - surprise - awake.

That was enough for a weekend right?
But I loved it.
This is how I imagine enjoying life.

Autumn is a second spring where every leaf is a flower

Autumn's calling???
Okay at least some moments of the day seem to be like 'real' autumn. Despite of the other moments which were full of rain the sun seems to give its best today.
Even if some other people are still fighting about sun and rain dance stuff I enjoy both kind of weather.
I love the sun like in this very moment. It shines through our window and lightens the whole room.
But I also liked the rain today. Okay I was outside and ran into this downpour. Anyway, if you watch the rain from inside it is really nice.
To go out I still prefer the sun shine.

Enough of this blablabla.

We went to Ilona Shop today to bring the rest of the clothes there. At the moment we are selling our stuff at this fleamarket. It is always a hard carrying thing. But hei, we managed it.

About 1 1/2 hours ago I prepared lunch and we had some 'Pasta AliBaba'. Tasted quite okay even though it might have been better with rice instead of noodles.
Now we are sitting here and waiting for Alina or Anne to call or sent a message so that we know when they'll show up at our place or if we meet somewhere or whatever.
Cos I need to get some drinks for tonight. I am so much in the mood to go out today. Maybe Amadeus or Groove, i don't know. As long as we go out. And I want a huge amount of alcohol in my veins. Maybe some Vodka and beer and everything else.
My girl said today something like "We are young, who knows how long we have got the chance to live ..." to me. And so I decided to enjoy more.
That's it.

For now, I done again. Nothing more to tell.
Except of the fact that I am still or again tired. But that's nothing new :)

Bye bye, see you later.

Let it be...

Life goes on and I am sleeping. I sleep and sleep and sleep. I have no clue how this is possible. Even though I sleep 4 hours during the day I am totally tired two hours later. That's not funny anymore. I feel always so exhausted. It sucks.

Whatever, we spent the day at home. Sleeping haha... and writing and stuff. Now the day is finally over and we are still at home, wanted to spent the night together at home and not in a bar. I have no idea but we weren't in the mood to go out. Wednesday seemed to be enough for us.
I guess we are going out tomorrow as we'll hopefully see Anne and Alina again. Would be great to visit some bar together or something like that.

For now, I am off. Cuddling in bed with my love and watching Fringe.

Summer's gone by

Time goes by that fast.
Summer is gone already.
This morning have been about 2 degrees outside. Yeah, fucking cold as you can see. Time to get the winter clothes out.

The two weeks in Germany went by as if we just have been for about two days. My brother was here with us the week after. This also was way too short time.

It was a funny time with him. We had so much to laugh about.
Hopefully he's coming back soon.

Now it is september again.
My university courses start next week. Danys' already did yesterday. She's at university right now and I am writing some stuff at the computer.


Last week we started with walking again and have been talking some tour through the forests with Nora. To be honest, we got lost and went in circles but luckily we found our way back.
The weekend was a kinda quite one. On friday Anni & Anni (hehe) were here to spent some hours with us. We did some salad, sausages and baguettes and talked for hours until 1 a.m..
Saturday and most of the sunday we spent in our -still not existing - bed cos we've been ill. -.-
And to be honest I still don't feel totally healthy again. But of course a lot better.

Yesterday Anne arrived and we picked her up at linja-autoasema. Spent some hours with her until she was able to get to her 'new' flat. She's going to stay in Tampere for about six weeks.

Let's see what today will bring.
I am going to visit Dany at her university for her break soon.
And later that day we've got the first lesson of our Finnish course. i am so looking forward to this.