Falling leaves hide the path so quietly

Just a few impressions from the walk we did last sunday. I love playing with leaves. We just enjoyed that time we spent outside. I hope you can see it in the pictures:

Unless commitment is made, there are only promises and hopes... but no plans.

Week 40 (state: 04.10.2010)

Monday
☑ Homework 12.30 - 14.30
☑ Supermarket
☑ Cleaning

Tuesday
☐ Homework
☑ He's coming around
☑ Finnish Course EXAM 17.30 - 18.50
Wednesday

☑ Homework
☑ University 16.00 - 18.00

☑ University 18.00 - 20.00

☐ Jack The Rooster (Derek Sindel RockBand)
☑ Anne is coming around 21.00 - 23.00
Thursday
☑ University 9.00 - 12.00

☐ University 12.30 - 15.00 (free)

☐ Finnish Course 17.30 - 18.50
Friday
☐ University 9.00 - 12.00 (FREE)
 ☑ Meeting Anne at the station
☑ Anni's B-Day Party
Saturday
☑ Laundry
Sunday
☑ at J.'s place

Frost is the greatest artist in our clime - He paints in nature and describes in rime

What the fuck?
That was my morning reaction today as I have been taking a look outside the window. Wuhaaa, it is froggy and looks totally cold. Now on my way to university I got the proof that it is fuckin' cold. The minus degrees arrived Tampere, means -1degree at the moment. That's not too bad but it'll get worse, for granted.
The weather forecast give green light to sun at least so I guess honey and me will spent the weekend outside. If hopefully nothing happens, like illness again or something.

I haven't been sleeping well the last two nights. Okay, some might say that it is no surprise but this time it was some other reason. It is all about this fuckin' cramps in my abdomen. Yeah, every month the same fun.
Took a bunch of painkillers yesterday and wasn't able to move for hours. I felt better in the evening, even ate something but at night it started to so badly again. Until this morning at about 6 a.m. the painkiller did not work. Juhuu, means a disturbed sleep and being totally fucked up as I got up at half past seven this morning. Sigh.

Anyway I managed to get up. That's something at least. I also prepared some food for honey cos she has got a long university day today. She won't be home before 15.30 o'clock I guess. I have been baking some roll and put salami and remoulade on it, then did some tomato-mozzarella-noodle salad in a rush and put those things with her joghurt drink and water bottle into her bag. Cos she was late like always in the bathroom. Haha.
I hate not seeing her for so many hours. Hmm. Sigh.

At the moment I am sitting at university, not knowing what to do cos the lecturer is talking and talking and talking and I am not interested in it. It is the same staff like he has been telling last week. Sigh.
Fortunately it takes place in some computer class today. So I can do what ever I want at the internet, like writing this shit here. Hehe.
The course lasts until twelve and then I am off as my Newspaper Language teacher is in Canada this week. Great.

I planed to do some houseworks today, like doing some laundry again and cleaning a bit but I am not sure if I'll manage cos I need to do my online-course homework first and then I have got Finnish course later.
Let's see.


Oh by the way, I just discovered that I had the thousandth pageview yesterday evening. Sounds great.
Okay dear people, who ever is reading this, feel free to give some comments. I love to read.

No idea what else to write about. So I should stop for the moment...

Just some picture of myself left, that was taken on sunday also.

Autumn, the year's last, loveliest smile.

Here are a few more of the promised pictures of our sunday's walk to Rauhaniemi. 

(Just click them to enlarge and see them in a better quality. Blogger reduces the quality a lot when making thumbs)

Dany smiling just for me. ♥

A fallen tree. Yeah, I love taking pictures of trees.

Maybe she got mad, dunno.

To make sure I don't get lost.

I love those colours. ♥

Autumn ♥

She does not like herself at that pic but I love it.

Enjoying the leaves.

I tried to get this impression but it was so hard to catch it with the camera.

Kaunis.

Sunset at the lake.

Everyone must take time to sit and watch the leaves turn

My intention the whole day was to write something about last sunday. Not that many words but at least a bit.
But I didn't find time to do so. First I had a bunch of homeworks to do, then I had some chat via FB with someone (♥) and soon it was time for Finnish lesson.
Gnaah, it is somehow boring there. It is so stupid, I feel so odd there. I mean, they speak, almost everyone dares to speak (except me) but actually as it seems they did not do any grammar before. We did verbs last week. Maybe it was just to repeat it, dunno.
But in case they did not learned that grammar before how can they understand those 'listening-exercises' we did today and all the text reading we did? They scare me. Anyway, I am a bit bored in class actually. But hei, next week there is the first Exam and then the second course starts. Let's see how it will be then. Maybe I am going to start speaking. Haha.
As we came back from the lesson I did some laundry by hand, took a shower, did the dishes and made something to eat. Then it was time for some beauty things, my feet are thankful now.
Cuddling with honey and stuff. Continuing with Ghost Whisperer and then to bed.


Ehh, what was this entry supposed to be? Right, sunday.
Let's start with sleeping. Hey yeah, my favourite hobby at the moment. It took half the day to get me out of bed and then it took some time to get ready as I was still sleeping in my mind.
We went outside for a little walk. Decided to take the direction that leads us to Rauhaniemen ranta.
The way took a bit long as I fell so in love with the 'autumn-thing' and needed to take a thousand pictures (okay all in all we did 'just' 235).

Pictures of Trees, Light, Her, Me and so on...

We finally arrived at the 'beach' where it felt icy cold. About half an hour before I took of my jacket cos I felt warm. Okay there the sun was shining and as we arrived at the lake it was already time for the sunset. Beautiful like always.

All the times at Rauhaniemi I feel like going swimming. Maybe just because it reminds me so much of the warm summer days we spent there. Anyway, as I checked the temperatures (Air: 9 degrees, Water: 13 degrees) I took the more comfortable option and just took a look at the lake.
But Finns are crazy - as we know - and there were a few Sauna users that jump into the lake (okay actually it was warmer than outside, so maybe it would have been a great feeling)

It was a really really beautiful walk. I will for sure upload a lot more pictures within the next days but those are the first.
Honey and me were so having fun with each other and just enjoyed being together (By the way: 1000 Days) and being here. It was awesome.


As we arrived back home it was about eight p.m. or something and we just took our stuff and went to Groove. It was VIP Party that day. Means: Free entry, free food and a few free drinks.
It was really great.

Okay, honestly I was totally drunk without even paying once cent the whole night. Two drinks at the entrance (what was it? Cola with Martini? Baccardi? No idea) and five beers later I was the amusing factor I guess.
I just remember Anna and Verena that showed up at eleven sitting in front of us and Dany saying something like: "Sorry, I am not very talkaktive today." But me immediately responding: "But I am. I am going to talk the whole night with u."
From that point on everyone knew I was fuckin' drunk cos I never speak that much in general.

Oho I have to mention that the food was totally delicious, right Honey? Could eat it right now. Nam.

Some of the guys also were there and we had some shit chat and stuff, was kinda funny but all in all we left at 1 a.m. cos 1. I ran out of coupons 2. Dany had university on monday and 3. I was told that someone likes my nose. Fucking perverted asshole. I hate nose. That was the wrong way...

I honestly can't remember how I got to bed. I do know the walk back home and getting upstairs but no way, no memory of taking my clothes of or going to bed. Hmm.. I felt great the next morning. No headache, no nothing. And for the first time for weeks, I didn't feel sick. Good medicine.


Yeah yeah, that was about sunday.
Tomorrow I guess I'll upload the rest of the pictures and for now I go to bed. It is 2.22 a.m.
Time to sleep.
Kind dreams to all of you.
N

The problem with doing nothing is not knowing when you're finished.

Week 39 (state: 04.10.2010)

Monday
☑ Homework 12.00 - 14.30
☑ Going for a walk

Tuesday
 ☐ Getting things done (Alex's practical training)
☐ Doctor's appointment
☑ Homework
☑ Finnish Course 17.30 - 18.50
☑ Laundry
Wednesday

☑ Homework 16.45 - 18.20
☐ University 16.00 - 18.00 (sick)

☐ University 18.00 - 20.00 (sick)

☐ Amadeus? 21.00 - 23.00 (sick)
Thursday
☑ University 9.00 - 12.00

☐ University 12.30 - 15.00 (FREE)

☑ Finnish Course 17.30 - 18.50
 ☑ Laundry
Friday
☐ University 9.00 - 12.00 (FREE)
☑ IKEA Breakfast
☑ Laundry
Saturday
☑ Cleaning
☐ Homework
☑ Groove/Amadeus
Sunday
 ☐ Museums and Exhibitions
☐ Homework
☑ Cleaning
☑Going for a walk

First you take a drink, then the drink takes a drink, then the drink takes you

To make a long story short:
Yesterday rocked!

Bad side effect: I hardly got sleep.
Went to bed at 4.30 a.m. and the alarm clock rang at 8 o'clock. So there were about 3 1/2 hours of sleep.
That's way too less if you consider the fact I haven't been sleeping much at all this week.
I should start to get some normal rhythm.
But actually, did I ever have one?  I don't think so. Sigh.


Anyway, we have been to Amadeus yesterday.
It was really fun even though the guys honestly have been better on stage than that night (or to say it straightforward: they sucked).
Had some great talks and got to know some 'new' people.
In this case thanks to Jari and Johnny.


However, we decided to go to Groove afterwards cos the guys asked us if we might want to show up. And we did, cos I was just in a good mood yesterday. And everybody else was. (even though some people are always the strange, ego and weak ones!)

Spent about 3 hours there I guess but honestly I can't remember that well.
And now my thanks go to Harri, Antti and Janne. You really entertained us and thanks for all the kind and funny words, concerning whatever.


Have actually no idea what else to tell. Except that we wanted to watch 'Walk the Line' right now but our internet connection sucks, so it is not loading -.- How I hate this.
The sun is shining a bit today, I am seriously suprised.
So, maybe we're going to have a little walk later.

Cause you had a bad day

Summer's there and we try our best to enjoy it. But to be honest, it is really really fucking hot in here.
And as I spent almost the whole day hangovered we just got out late today. But I liked the day with my beautiful honey in the park and also our walk. Even though I have got four blisters now at my feet. :)

The day looked great, the inside of my head doesn't.

When I left and I said goodbye
Did you know that I meant it, mmmm, that time?
I guess that I didn't quite realize
What I was saying goodbye to - whoa, just yet
The only asphalt to pave my way - that was you
And damn it if I didn't try to do
Everything that I was supposed to
And now - what do I do now?
Oh, I don't know cuz I'm still leaving
Now - who's gonna save me next time?
Oh, not you - ooh, for the first time
And the road to get to the other side of your rainbow
It wasn't for me - oh, I guess
I couldn't live - not according to your path
I believe, at least
But damn it if I didn't give it a damn good shot
At least to try and be
And what do I do now
Oh, I don't know cuz I'm still leaving
And now - who's gonna save me next time?
No, not you - ooh, for the first time
But somehow I'll be alright
Somehow I'll be alright, ooh
When I left and I said goodbye
Did you know that I meant it that time?
And damn it if I didn't try to do
Everything that I was supposed to
And now - what do I do now?
Oh, I don't know
Oh, I'm leaving
And now, who's gonna save me next time?
Oh, won't be you
Ooh, for the first time
But somehow I'll be alright
Somehow I'll be alright

My prayings might work...

Weather was so fine today. ☼
And as the sun was shining I went for a little walk. All alone cos Dany had to do a lot of homework for her university courses tomorrow.
It was somehow freaky to walk through the forest to the lake. So silent, a bit frightening.
I had a lot time to think, too much, I guess. But it felt great to hear just nothing. Maybe it made up my mood a bit.

I took the camera with me, just to catch some impressions.





For even more pictures, check this out: LahjaDea-Lost in Neverland

And now I should continue to pray for more of those days. But unfortunately I think we won't have that much luck on Vappu.
Sigh.


Spent a great evening also. At Jack The Rooster. Even if I got now more stuff to think about... Everything is also so difficult.
The mood was a bit...hmm let's say weird but all in all it was fun.
By mischance the guys didn't make it to the finals. But hei you can't win every day.

I really should go to bed now as I have to get up early tomorrow. But like I know myself, it might be a mostly sleepless night again. -.-
Anyway, have a nice night and great dreams. ♥

Rolling...

and rocking!
Yay.
Spent the day at home. Yeah that's not true rock'n'roll to be honest. XD
But I have been too lazy to go to university, so I decided to make the task for not attending class.
That was actually a very good choice.

Went for a wonderful walk later the day with my girl. Just visited Jysk to buy some new bedlinen. And decided to walk the way back to the city. Was a nice trip and very relaxing for my head.

______
Oh and I decided to share my cooking skill with the whole world. No, don't be afraid, I won't do videos and try to teach you (but maybe for Anni it would be a great idea ^^) I just took some pictures.

So first of all my tasty Noodle-Bolognese-Pot,
we had on monday. *yam*

And then on tuesday we had:
Farmer's Pot


And as a proof that it was truely eatable:

Okay now I am getting hungry again.

Oh and I have been baking some rolls today. They smell so delicious but more about this tomorrow. Need to go now.
Night.