A flower not fading, nor falling appart

Just to you, my love.

The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time.

Ok, I promised some review of the last days.
A short summary of the not that great things: University is stressing and my health sucks.


Tuesday was full of rain and nothing more. I felt bad and didn't have a good time at all that day. Except of some hours as I had a visitor here at my place and I just felt comfortable.
I don't know if it is the autumn-mood or my state of health or whatever that makes me feel that down at the moment.
Anyway, wednesday wasn't that different from the day before.
I got some visit, too. This time in the early morning. Just enjoyed it. Later I fell asleep (like almost everyday) and we went to university in the evening for our Finnish Society and Culture course.
It was ... okay. Topic was Finnish literature, so you can guess that I have been at least somehow interested.
It was sad they didn't tell anything about the current authors. Hmm...

Thursday began with university again. I managed the first three hours but then my body did not allow me anymore. I was - to say it like that - visiting the toilet and just went home to stay in bed and relax a little bit. Cos I had to go to the Finnish course anyway. Have been missing already and it lasts just two more weeks. Exam is at October, 5th.
We were honestly bored at the Finnish course because we just did simple stuff.
So the problem is definitely not the grammar but the talking. I should dare more often to use the Finnish language. Easily said...
As we were on our walk back home Dany got a phone call. A friend asked to show up and have some drinks with us.
Yay, I felt so like drinking that day. I loved him for the suggestion.
We went to the supermarkets to get our stuff, started drinking already and waited a while. Yeah, Finns. ... They show up when they are in the mood to. At about midnight he finally came along with some friend of himself.
The two guys were staying for about 3 and a half hours. We just have been talking, talking and even more talking. Had a lot to laugh and discuss about. Drank some beer, cider and in the end some Vodka.
I just enjoyed this night. And as it seemed all the others as well.

Luckily I didn't have a hangover the next day. But still felt sick. I have been sleeping very very long that day and just got up for preparing dinner.
As there was some phone call again and the question to show up at his place to have some nice hours together.
Yeah, do it, we decided. Went to his place, had some tea and juice. Watch some clips, listened to some songs, talked and laughed even more. Can't remember the last time the both of us - Dany and me - were so fuckin' relaxed. Hmm.. sigh.
Oh and I totally fell in love with his two cats. ♥♥♥ Even though the one was always crawling into the bag we were not allowed to take this beauty with us. Hrmpf...
After about four or five hours we went back home to just fall into bed and sleep. (at least dany did immediately, for me - like always - it took some time)

And today?
Hmmm........... Sigh. Nothing.
We were staying in bed, cuddling and just enjoying being together. Just went out for some little trip to the supermarket cos we needed kidneys and milk. I made dinner and we headed back to bed. Watching 'Ghost Whisperer' and held each other close.
I like days like those. ♥

Now, as it is after midnight, we have to celebrate something.
Our 1000 Days anniversary.
Yeah, I know it is stupid to count the days, but everyone else is celebrating yearly or monthly anniversary, we wanted to do something special.
Actually we planed to go out to have some dinner but as I don't feel very well at the moment I am not that hungry that I'd like to eat somewhere else.
I guess we will just have some nice walk tomorrow and at night we will go to Groove's VIP party and have some drinks.
Short: Just loving each other. ♥♥♥

You are the rose of my heart, You are the love of my life.

Make your own Countdown Clocks

True love stories never have endings.

Cause you had a bad day

Summer's there and we try our best to enjoy it. But to be honest, it is really really fucking hot in here.
And as I spent almost the whole day hangovered we just got out late today. But I liked the day with my beautiful honey in the park and also our walk. Even though I have got four blisters now at my feet. :)

The day looked great, the inside of my head doesn't.

When I left and I said goodbye
Did you know that I meant it, mmmm, that time?
I guess that I didn't quite realize
What I was saying goodbye to - whoa, just yet
The only asphalt to pave my way - that was you
And damn it if I didn't try to do
Everything that I was supposed to
And now - what do I do now?
Oh, I don't know cuz I'm still leaving
Now - who's gonna save me next time?
Oh, not you - ooh, for the first time
And the road to get to the other side of your rainbow
It wasn't for me - oh, I guess
I couldn't live - not according to your path
I believe, at least
But damn it if I didn't give it a damn good shot
At least to try and be
And what do I do now
Oh, I don't know cuz I'm still leaving
And now - who's gonna save me next time?
No, not you - ooh, for the first time
But somehow I'll be alright
Somehow I'll be alright, ooh
When I left and I said goodbye
Did you know that I meant it that time?
And damn it if I didn't try to do
Everything that I was supposed to
And now - what do I do now?
Oh, I don't know
Oh, I'm leaving
And now, who's gonna save me next time?
Oh, won't be you
Ooh, for the first time
But somehow I'll be alright
Somehow I'll be alright

Love is a journey not a destination

Wow.
Today we have got something to celebrate.
Dany and me are together now for 2 1/2years!

We had hard times but spent also wonderful days with each other.
To be honest, life can't be that perfect with someone else.
♥

True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget,
not what you see but what you feel,
not how you listen but how you understand,
and not how you let go but how you hold on.

Cos you're the one that I want...

You always complain about that I have got songs for certain people but not for you or that yours aren't that good or whatever.
So honey, this one is dedicated to you...
My dear Love.

Just listen to it and get the lyrics ... it's so true.
It's like they had a look in my head and made a song out of my feelings for you.

Love is magic.

And again I have to present my sweet girl. I can't help myself, I have to do it again and again.

Oh, isn't her outfit cute? Like this shirt. I made a good choice. ^^
Actually it is more pinkish but i don't know why it is red on the pic.


This picture I only did because I wanted to show the nice buttons and cut of the shirt. For sure! hehe.

YaY

Finally it seems to become spring/summer.
Or at least today the sun was shining. :) And the next days there will be - according to the weather forecast - about 20 and more degrees. That sounds greet. The last days haven't been that exicting.

Dany and me went out a bit, had fun. A lot of talking, cuddling, loving. Sounds nice eh? It was.

Today Anni arrived at our place. We went to H&M because she needed some new stuff and later back home. Baking some tasty rolls and then went out for doing some sports. :)
Yeah, right. We did sports today.
The three of us armed with sports clothes and good mood went through our forests for some Walking-Exercise and then later some Fitness.
It was suprisingly a lot of fun and I am looking forward to do it again the next days.
Even if I think we killed Anni :)

Afterwards I have been cooking some food and we got ready for a little visit at Amadeus. Didn't stay quite long, cos we have been way too tired.
But I had to have my White Russians. ^_^

Anyway, as you see there is nothing big happening right now.
I am again praying that the volcano ash cloud won't show up here so my mummy can come around next week. Miss her so much.


There are some private plans at the moment that make me really happy ♥♥♥
Nothing more to say.
Bye.

And you give yourself away

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you

This is how life goes...

No visitor this week. Mummy had to cancell the flights and we booked new ones for May. Still one month to go, but hei, better than nothing to be honest.

We spent a nice weekend. Although I was suffering from a lot of pain. Thanks to the guy who invented pain killers. :o)

On Friday we accidently ended up at Tabu. Actually we just wanted to go for another walk but then decided to get in for a sparkling wine.
Dany and me drank in the end two of those and played some cards. Was just a wonderful evening with a wonderful lady. ♥

The day after, saturday, we were supposed to go out but lost our mood for it straight after we had lunch.
Niin, actually the day was supposed to be totally different.
This time it was my turn to plan a perfect Schatzi-Nana-Day.
And as the sun was shining so bright the whole week I planed to go to Pyynikki beach to have a little picknick.
But saturday turned out to be the most rainy day - with a few aspects of snow also - of the whole week. No picknick, no nothing.
Moreover my pain started. Sigh.
After watching the football match (yay, they won) and talking to my mum (it was her birthday) we decided to go out anyway.
Got dressed and drank some beer and headed towards Tabu again.

Met the guys there, had just some little talks, but lots of alcohol. I enjoyed it. Dany was singing some Karaoke and we just had fun.




After this "Poision" Show we left Tabu to go to Amadeus.
I was really shocked how well filled the bar was but I guess there was some birthday party before or something. Whatever.
Anyway we got in and luckily I was drunk yet otherwise I would have gone crazy because of all those people.
Drank even more, had lot of fun with the people around.
Hopefully we could just repeat it as soon as possible.

♥

Niin kaunis päivä ♥

I love the spring days :)
For now, off to Olga's place. She is cooking for us. Let's see how Russian kitchen tastes like.
I am soo hungry. ^^"

Oh sunny day

What a beautiful sunny spring day we had today.
All the people where outside, enjoying the rare sunbeams.

So did we. Went to Pyynikin näkötorni. For a nice view over the city and a tasty munkki. Jamm... ♥

Just a perfect day.



Hopefully there'll be a lot more of those days.
A lot of sunshine, a lot of love, so much to laugh and smile about.


But for now, I am going to say goodbye and good night to this day. And welcome to a new one.
♫ Nana

Enjoying

I really should start to enjoy my free days. Hmm... But it is not that easy as it sounds. I always feel stressed, even though there is nothing I have to do those days.
My next university lecture is at april, 19th. So I have the whole next week for hanging around. Honey has got almost the whole week free as well. So what shall we do?
Dunno yet. Let's see. I'll guess we have a few ideas.
I never get bored with this sweet little thing ♥Okay I am sure she'll hate me for that one. But that is the proof. She is the most adorable person on earth. ♥♥♥

LOOK:
My girl ♥

Actually I guess we are going to the swimming hall next week. Finally. For how long actually did we plan this? Too long.


Oh and we'd love to go bowling but I guess we wait until my Mummy is back in town. Just 9 days left. ♥ Even though I don't have any idea where to go for bowling in Tampere but I am sure I'll find out.

I am so much looking forward for her holidays. I mean, what to show your Mum? Actually she has seen so much of the city yet the last times she had been here.
And hopefully the weather will be fine.
__

Today, by the way, was one of those weird days again. We have been hanging around a bit and I have been watching football (Schalke lost -.-) and we started to drink. I was honestly pretting drunk when we left the building but as we arrived at the bar I felt almost sober again. And tired and not in the right mood. The show was great but I just felt weird.

Hmm.. what else to tell. Nothing I guess. It was just nice to see the guys again even though everything felt weird.


I have got a resolution for the next days:
Feeling less weird and enjoying life more.