You'll find boredom where there is the absence of a good idea

Haven't been writing almost the whole week here. Shame on me.
But actually there is not much to tell.
Maybe I could give you a short summary:
I did my boring homework which took me ages - at least it felt like. And I am still not done for this week.
University is boring and I am stressed of it.
On Tuesday we did our Finnish Exam. I did not learn at all and I almost regreted it but there was no need to. I just did mistakes with two of the verbs because I haven't been concentrated but the rest was quite easy. No need to worry.

Autumn is still beautiful. The leaves are falling way too quick in my opinion but the weather is fine, though it is freaking cold yet. I don't remember that we had more then 10 degrees this week.

Tuesday also was some kind of sad day cos I was arguing but no more words about that. It is fine again. ♥
And I had some nice visitor and spent some relaxing moments.

Yesterday Anne came around cos she is leaving soon back to Germany. How fast five weeks pass. I cannot believe it is so long ago we picked her up at the station. Hmm...
I think we have been seeing way too seldom but there was no time to meet more often.
But it is not like it is a goodbye forever, we'll see soon again, I am sure.
At least we meet one more time tomorrow. Dany and me are going to the train station when she is taking the train to Helsinki. Saying bye and getting the keys back for her.


I am at university right now but feeling quite bored. Luckily the lecture is soon over and the other one - again - is free today cos she is ill. Let's see how she'll handle it then. I guess she will do the lectures some other time.
Gnah, I am so hungry right now but don't want to put out my salami roll because if I am eating it now the whole classroom will smell like it. Sucks.


I still feel ill. It is not better at all. Okay, and I still haven't been to the doctor. Just planed to go there next week together with Dany. Cos I don't wanna go alone and we are searching now for a time we can go together. There will be a lot of checks needed I guess.

Oh I just realize I haven't been writing anything about the weekend yet. Hmm. I guess I'll do it later also. And use some pictures, too. It was a very spontaneous and funny one. But later more.


I bought some more booklets to write. And I started to write so much but I am not finishing it. I am angry with myself cos of this.

Right now I just want to start something new, I want topics to write about, ideas.
I just need some hints and maybe I'll be on board again.
Any ideas?


That's it for the moment I think. I just should try to listen at least a little bit or something. (Yeah the girl in front of me is playing solitaire and the other one memory... no more comment)

Frost is the greatest artist in our clime - He paints in nature and describes in rime

What the fuck?
That was my morning reaction today as I have been taking a look outside the window. Wuhaaa, it is froggy and looks totally cold. Now on my way to university I got the proof that it is fuckin' cold. The minus degrees arrived Tampere, means -1degree at the moment. That's not too bad but it'll get worse, for granted.
The weather forecast give green light to sun at least so I guess honey and me will spent the weekend outside. If hopefully nothing happens, like illness again or something.

I haven't been sleeping well the last two nights. Okay, some might say that it is no surprise but this time it was some other reason. It is all about this fuckin' cramps in my abdomen. Yeah, every month the same fun.
Took a bunch of painkillers yesterday and wasn't able to move for hours. I felt better in the evening, even ate something but at night it started to so badly again. Until this morning at about 6 a.m. the painkiller did not work. Juhuu, means a disturbed sleep and being totally fucked up as I got up at half past seven this morning. Sigh.

Anyway I managed to get up. That's something at least. I also prepared some food for honey cos she has got a long university day today. She won't be home before 15.30 o'clock I guess. I have been baking some roll and put salami and remoulade on it, then did some tomato-mozzarella-noodle salad in a rush and put those things with her joghurt drink and water bottle into her bag. Cos she was late like always in the bathroom. Haha.
I hate not seeing her for so many hours. Hmm. Sigh.

At the moment I am sitting at university, not knowing what to do cos the lecturer is talking and talking and talking and I am not interested in it. It is the same staff like he has been telling last week. Sigh.
Fortunately it takes place in some computer class today. So I can do what ever I want at the internet, like writing this shit here. Hehe.
The course lasts until twelve and then I am off as my Newspaper Language teacher is in Canada this week. Great.

I planed to do some houseworks today, like doing some laundry again and cleaning a bit but I am not sure if I'll manage cos I need to do my online-course homework first and then I have got Finnish course later.
Let's see.


Oh by the way, I just discovered that I had the thousandth pageview yesterday evening. Sounds great.
Okay dear people, who ever is reading this, feel free to give some comments. I love to read.

No idea what else to write about. So I should stop for the moment...

Just some picture of myself left, that was taken on sunday also.

Thunder clouds do not always give rain

Wuhaa days go by so fast. I can't believe it is wednesday already.

Hmm, the weather honestly really sucks.

I was so much hoping for a wonderful cosy autumn, full of colours and time for long walks.

But how looks reality like? Rain.

Rain, rain and even more rain. Storm and even tonight there was a thunderstorm. Everything looks grey and sad.

Were is this luminousness of autumn I am so in  love with?

University started last week, finally.

It is... hmm.. to be honest. Boring and stressy. I enjoy this one course called "Newspaper Language" but we've got a lot to do there. Had to write an article from friday to monday and we always have much homework.

By the way, I wrote and article called "The naked Finns". Hehe.

Haven't been out for a while. No bars and stuff. Except Dany's birthday party we weren't drinking and smoking and stuff for the last weeks since we came back from Germany.

However, today we are going to have some fun again :)

We'll go to Amadeus Music Bar later to see those guys:

It's a long time ago we have been seeing them. Missed their music and show but moreover I missed the guys. I am not used to see them that rarely -.-

Needs to be changed again.

So I guess I am going to have some Mysli (Vodka- Engery) now and start to get ready. My girl wants to do some make-up, hair whatever experiment with me.

Let's see how I'll look like later. 

But I trust her, so it will look good. I am sure!