Falling leaves hide the path so quietly

Just a few impressions from the walk we did last sunday. I love playing with leaves. We just enjoyed that time we spent outside. I hope you can see it in the pictures:

You'll find boredom where there is the absence of a good idea

Haven't been writing almost the whole week here. Shame on me.
But actually there is not much to tell.
Maybe I could give you a short summary:
I did my boring homework which took me ages - at least it felt like. And I am still not done for this week.
University is boring and I am stressed of it.
On Tuesday we did our Finnish Exam. I did not learn at all and I almost regreted it but there was no need to. I just did mistakes with two of the verbs because I haven't been concentrated but the rest was quite easy. No need to worry.

Autumn is still beautiful. The leaves are falling way too quick in my opinion but the weather is fine, though it is freaking cold yet. I don't remember that we had more then 10 degrees this week.

Tuesday also was some kind of sad day cos I was arguing but no more words about that. It is fine again. ♥
And I had some nice visitor and spent some relaxing moments.

Yesterday Anne came around cos she is leaving soon back to Germany. How fast five weeks pass. I cannot believe it is so long ago we picked her up at the station. Hmm...
I think we have been seeing way too seldom but there was no time to meet more often.
But it is not like it is a goodbye forever, we'll see soon again, I am sure.
At least we meet one more time tomorrow. Dany and me are going to the train station when she is taking the train to Helsinki. Saying bye and getting the keys back for her.


I am at university right now but feeling quite bored. Luckily the lecture is soon over and the other one - again - is free today cos she is ill. Let's see how she'll handle it then. I guess she will do the lectures some other time.
Gnah, I am so hungry right now but don't want to put out my salami roll because if I am eating it now the whole classroom will smell like it. Sucks.


I still feel ill. It is not better at all. Okay, and I still haven't been to the doctor. Just planed to go there next week together with Dany. Cos I don't wanna go alone and we are searching now for a time we can go together. There will be a lot of checks needed I guess.

Oh I just realize I haven't been writing anything about the weekend yet. Hmm. I guess I'll do it later also. And use some pictures, too. It was a very spontaneous and funny one. But later more.


I bought some more booklets to write. And I started to write so much but I am not finishing it. I am angry with myself cos of this.

Right now I just want to start something new, I want topics to write about, ideas.
I just need some hints and maybe I'll be on board again.
Any ideas?


That's it for the moment I think. I just should try to listen at least a little bit or something. (Yeah the girl in front of me is playing solitaire and the other one memory... no more comment)

Frost is the greatest artist in our clime - He paints in nature and describes in rime

What the fuck?
That was my morning reaction today as I have been taking a look outside the window. Wuhaaa, it is froggy and looks totally cold. Now on my way to university I got the proof that it is fuckin' cold. The minus degrees arrived Tampere, means -1degree at the moment. That's not too bad but it'll get worse, for granted.
The weather forecast give green light to sun at least so I guess honey and me will spent the weekend outside. If hopefully nothing happens, like illness again or something.

I haven't been sleeping well the last two nights. Okay, some might say that it is no surprise but this time it was some other reason. It is all about this fuckin' cramps in my abdomen. Yeah, every month the same fun.
Took a bunch of painkillers yesterday and wasn't able to move for hours. I felt better in the evening, even ate something but at night it started to so badly again. Until this morning at about 6 a.m. the painkiller did not work. Juhuu, means a disturbed sleep and being totally fucked up as I got up at half past seven this morning. Sigh.

Anyway I managed to get up. That's something at least. I also prepared some food for honey cos she has got a long university day today. She won't be home before 15.30 o'clock I guess. I have been baking some roll and put salami and remoulade on it, then did some tomato-mozzarella-noodle salad in a rush and put those things with her joghurt drink and water bottle into her bag. Cos she was late like always in the bathroom. Haha.
I hate not seeing her for so many hours. Hmm. Sigh.

At the moment I am sitting at university, not knowing what to do cos the lecturer is talking and talking and talking and I am not interested in it. It is the same staff like he has been telling last week. Sigh.
Fortunately it takes place in some computer class today. So I can do what ever I want at the internet, like writing this shit here. Hehe.
The course lasts until twelve and then I am off as my Newspaper Language teacher is in Canada this week. Great.

I planed to do some houseworks today, like doing some laundry again and cleaning a bit but I am not sure if I'll manage cos I need to do my online-course homework first and then I have got Finnish course later.
Let's see.


Oh by the way, I just discovered that I had the thousandth pageview yesterday evening. Sounds great.
Okay dear people, who ever is reading this, feel free to give some comments. I love to read.

No idea what else to write about. So I should stop for the moment...

Just some picture of myself left, that was taken on sunday also.

Autumn, the year's last, loveliest smile.

Here are a few more of the promised pictures of our sunday's walk to Rauhaniemi. 

(Just click them to enlarge and see them in a better quality. Blogger reduces the quality a lot when making thumbs)

Dany smiling just for me. ♥

A fallen tree. Yeah, I love taking pictures of trees.

Maybe she got mad, dunno.

To make sure I don't get lost.

I love those colours. ♥

Autumn ♥

She does not like herself at that pic but I love it.

Enjoying the leaves.

I tried to get this impression but it was so hard to catch it with the camera.

Kaunis.

Sunset at the lake.

Everyone must take time to sit and watch the leaves turn

My intention the whole day was to write something about last sunday. Not that many words but at least a bit.
But I didn't find time to do so. First I had a bunch of homeworks to do, then I had some chat via FB with someone (♥) and soon it was time for Finnish lesson.
Gnaah, it is somehow boring there. It is so stupid, I feel so odd there. I mean, they speak, almost everyone dares to speak (except me) but actually as it seems they did not do any grammar before. We did verbs last week. Maybe it was just to repeat it, dunno.
But in case they did not learned that grammar before how can they understand those 'listening-exercises' we did today and all the text reading we did? They scare me. Anyway, I am a bit bored in class actually. But hei, next week there is the first Exam and then the second course starts. Let's see how it will be then. Maybe I am going to start speaking. Haha.
As we came back from the lesson I did some laundry by hand, took a shower, did the dishes and made something to eat. Then it was time for some beauty things, my feet are thankful now.
Cuddling with honey and stuff. Continuing with Ghost Whisperer and then to bed.


Ehh, what was this entry supposed to be? Right, sunday.
Let's start with sleeping. Hey yeah, my favourite hobby at the moment. It took half the day to get me out of bed and then it took some time to get ready as I was still sleeping in my mind.
We went outside for a little walk. Decided to take the direction that leads us to Rauhaniemen ranta.
The way took a bit long as I fell so in love with the 'autumn-thing' and needed to take a thousand pictures (okay all in all we did 'just' 235).

Pictures of Trees, Light, Her, Me and so on...

We finally arrived at the 'beach' where it felt icy cold. About half an hour before I took of my jacket cos I felt warm. Okay there the sun was shining and as we arrived at the lake it was already time for the sunset. Beautiful like always.

All the times at Rauhaniemi I feel like going swimming. Maybe just because it reminds me so much of the warm summer days we spent there. Anyway, as I checked the temperatures (Air: 9 degrees, Water: 13 degrees) I took the more comfortable option and just took a look at the lake.
But Finns are crazy - as we know - and there were a few Sauna users that jump into the lake (okay actually it was warmer than outside, so maybe it would have been a great feeling)

It was a really really beautiful walk. I will for sure upload a lot more pictures within the next days but those are the first.
Honey and me were so having fun with each other and just enjoyed being together (By the way: 1000 Days) and being here. It was awesome.


As we arrived back home it was about eight p.m. or something and we just took our stuff and went to Groove. It was VIP Party that day. Means: Free entry, free food and a few free drinks.
It was really great.

Okay, honestly I was totally drunk without even paying once cent the whole night. Two drinks at the entrance (what was it? Cola with Martini? Baccardi? No idea) and five beers later I was the amusing factor I guess.
I just remember Anna and Verena that showed up at eleven sitting in front of us and Dany saying something like: "Sorry, I am not very talkaktive today." But me immediately responding: "But I am. I am going to talk the whole night with u."
From that point on everyone knew I was fuckin' drunk cos I never speak that much in general.

Oho I have to mention that the food was totally delicious, right Honey? Could eat it right now. Nam.

Some of the guys also were there and we had some shit chat and stuff, was kinda funny but all in all we left at 1 a.m. cos 1. I ran out of coupons 2. Dany had university on monday and 3. I was told that someone likes my nose. Fucking perverted asshole. I hate nose. That was the wrong way...

I honestly can't remember how I got to bed. I do know the walk back home and getting upstairs but no way, no memory of taking my clothes of or going to bed. Hmm.. I felt great the next morning. No headache, no nothing. And for the first time for weeks, I didn't feel sick. Good medicine.


Yeah yeah, that was about sunday.
Tomorrow I guess I'll upload the rest of the pictures and for now I go to bed. It is 2.22 a.m.
Time to sleep.
Kind dreams to all of you.
N

Ghosts, like ladies, never speak till spoke to

Honey and me are so much in cuddling mood at the moment. No clue why.
Maybe it is just because of this cosy and cool autumn weather that gives you the feeling you need closeness to get some warmth and comfortability...


Anyway, we were just out today for a short trip to the city. Wanted actually to buy some pens for our 'Week-Plan'-Board stuff but the shop moved and it was too late to go to some that is further away. So we paid a little visit to H&M and Seppälä. We need gloves! Urgently. Cos it is that cold already that your hands start to freeze.
But we didn't find any suitable. Let's check out some more within the next days.
Then we decided to buy some food and stuff at Lidl. Nam.

After carrying the heavy bags home, we cuddled again. I went to the kitchen to prepare some rolls and baking some little cakes, we ate with a cup of milk aside. Nam,nam,nam.

Back in bed, we cuddled even more, hold each other tight and watched some more episode of Ghost Whisperer.
That's how does can always end. ♥

And just because my girlfriend thinks this woman is totally beautiful (okay she is really good looking) I needed to post another picture. And by the way, we just watch the series because we love her clothes. Maybe. Haha.

I always say shopping is cheaper than a psychiatrist.

And again shitty weather, though it was that nice outside yesterday. The sun was shining, no rain, not too cold and just a light wind. Perfect autumn weather.
I was so tired yesterday that we stayed in bed and got up at half past two or something. I took a shower and then she got the SMS if he is aloud to come over to see the tattoo thing.
Jap, that's what I call spontaneous. That's how Finns are, I guess. He stayed for about two hours. We had a lot to laugh about especially the German tryings and moreover a lot to talk about.
He left at 17.10 and we hurried up because we had an appointment with Nora and Annika at H&M. We wanted to check out clothes and stuff. I need a new pullover.

Actually H&M turned out to be a disappointment.
I checked the online shop some time ago and found some stuff I'd really loved to try out.
Like: This and That
But none of those clothes was available. That honestly sucked.
They just had ugly stuff or - if there was something beautiful - just size 34 and 42. Gnaahh...

And as it seems hearties are totally in at the moment. Just remember that awful skirt. Somehow it was nice but what do you want to wear it with? Just can end up in a disaster.
Whatever we went on to UFF (the second hand shop) but it got even worse and then to Sepälä.
There we actually had a lot of fun, at least I had because I had to laugh so hard about Annika and Dany.

We went to McDonalds after, cos Dany and me were so fucking hungry and wanted to eat a burger for weeks now. It was delicious.

Back home we just cuddled. Talked some minutes and I fell asleep at 20.30 p.m.
No joke, I was that tired.
I woke up at midnight again, thinking that it is about four a.m.  and again at three a.m. staying awake for two hours then cos I wasn't able to sleep anymore.
How I hate this sleeplessness.

Autumn is a second spring where every leaf is a flower

Autumn's calling???
Okay at least some moments of the day seem to be like 'real' autumn. Despite of the other moments which were full of rain the sun seems to give its best today.
Even if some other people are still fighting about sun and rain dance stuff I enjoy both kind of weather.
I love the sun like in this very moment. It shines through our window and lightens the whole room.
But I also liked the rain today. Okay I was outside and ran into this downpour. Anyway, if you watch the rain from inside it is really nice.
To go out I still prefer the sun shine.

Enough of this blablabla.

We went to Ilona Shop today to bring the rest of the clothes there. At the moment we are selling our stuff at this fleamarket. It is always a hard carrying thing. But hei, we managed it.

About 1 1/2 hours ago I prepared lunch and we had some 'Pasta AliBaba'. Tasted quite okay even though it might have been better with rice instead of noodles.
Now we are sitting here and waiting for Alina or Anne to call or sent a message so that we know when they'll show up at our place or if we meet somewhere or whatever.
Cos I need to get some drinks for tonight. I am so much in the mood to go out today. Maybe Amadeus or Groove, i don't know. As long as we go out. And I want a huge amount of alcohol in my veins. Maybe some Vodka and beer and everything else.
My girl said today something like "We are young, who knows how long we have got the chance to live ..." to me. And so I decided to enjoy more.
That's it.

For now, I done again. Nothing more to tell.
Except of the fact that I am still or again tired. But that's nothing new :)

Bye bye, see you later.

Thunder clouds do not always give rain

Wuhaa days go by so fast. I can't believe it is wednesday already.

Hmm, the weather honestly really sucks.

I was so much hoping for a wonderful cosy autumn, full of colours and time for long walks.

But how looks reality like? Rain.

Rain, rain and even more rain. Storm and even tonight there was a thunderstorm. Everything looks grey and sad.

Were is this luminousness of autumn I am so in  love with?

University started last week, finally.

It is... hmm.. to be honest. Boring and stressy. I enjoy this one course called "Newspaper Language" but we've got a lot to do there. Had to write an article from friday to monday and we always have much homework.

By the way, I wrote and article called "The naked Finns". Hehe.

Haven't been out for a while. No bars and stuff. Except Dany's birthday party we weren't drinking and smoking and stuff for the last weeks since we came back from Germany.

However, today we are going to have some fun again :)

We'll go to Amadeus Music Bar later to see those guys:

It's a long time ago we have been seeing them. Missed their music and show but moreover I missed the guys. I am not used to see them that rarely -.-

Needs to be changed again.

So I guess I am going to have some Mysli (Vodka- Engery) now and start to get ready. My girl wants to do some make-up, hair whatever experiment with me.

Let's see how I'll look like later. 

But I trust her, so it will look good. I am sure!

Dear WEATHER,

Dear Weather,
would you be so kind and stop doing this to me?
Here in Finland we only have got those 1 - 2 weeks of autumn and I really want to enjoy those days. I love coloured leaves and the fresh air. Being shrouded in a cosy pullover, with some scarf and armed with the camera there might have been brilliant moments to remember.
But, and now it's your turn: You suck!
It's not like it is all in all grey outside, no! Now it started to rain like someone is taking a shower up there.
Of course, now as I do have a new umbrella, I can go out even when it rains. But it is not just those few drops but a proper downpour. No chance to stay dry outside. And I don't want to be ill, no way.
So, what I am asking you to do right now is very very simple. Stop the water, give us some wonderful autumn days. Please.