Frost is the greatest artist in our clime - He paints in nature and describes in rime

What the fuck?
That was my morning reaction today as I have been taking a look outside the window. Wuhaaa, it is froggy and looks totally cold. Now on my way to university I got the proof that it is fuckin' cold. The minus degrees arrived Tampere, means -1degree at the moment. That's not too bad but it'll get worse, for granted.
The weather forecast give green light to sun at least so I guess honey and me will spent the weekend outside. If hopefully nothing happens, like illness again or something.

I haven't been sleeping well the last two nights. Okay, some might say that it is no surprise but this time it was some other reason. It is all about this fuckin' cramps in my abdomen. Yeah, every month the same fun.
Took a bunch of painkillers yesterday and wasn't able to move for hours. I felt better in the evening, even ate something but at night it started to so badly again. Until this morning at about 6 a.m. the painkiller did not work. Juhuu, means a disturbed sleep and being totally fucked up as I got up at half past seven this morning. Sigh.

Anyway I managed to get up. That's something at least. I also prepared some food for honey cos she has got a long university day today. She won't be home before 15.30 o'clock I guess. I have been baking some roll and put salami and remoulade on it, then did some tomato-mozzarella-noodle salad in a rush and put those things with her joghurt drink and water bottle into her bag. Cos she was late like always in the bathroom. Haha.
I hate not seeing her for so many hours. Hmm. Sigh.

At the moment I am sitting at university, not knowing what to do cos the lecturer is talking and talking and talking and I am not interested in it. It is the same staff like he has been telling last week. Sigh.
Fortunately it takes place in some computer class today. So I can do what ever I want at the internet, like writing this shit here. Hehe.
The course lasts until twelve and then I am off as my Newspaper Language teacher is in Canada this week. Great.

I planed to do some houseworks today, like doing some laundry again and cleaning a bit but I am not sure if I'll manage cos I need to do my online-course homework first and then I have got Finnish course later.
Let's see.


Oh by the way, I just discovered that I had the thousandth pageview yesterday evening. Sounds great.
Okay dear people, who ever is reading this, feel free to give some comments. I love to read.

No idea what else to write about. So I should stop for the moment...

Just some picture of myself left, that was taken on sunday also.

I always say shopping is cheaper than a psychiatrist.

And again shitty weather, though it was that nice outside yesterday. The sun was shining, no rain, not too cold and just a light wind. Perfect autumn weather.
I was so tired yesterday that we stayed in bed and got up at half past two or something. I took a shower and then she got the SMS if he is aloud to come over to see the tattoo thing.
Jap, that's what I call spontaneous. That's how Finns are, I guess. He stayed for about two hours. We had a lot to laugh about especially the German tryings and moreover a lot to talk about.
He left at 17.10 and we hurried up because we had an appointment with Nora and Annika at H&M. We wanted to check out clothes and stuff. I need a new pullover.

Actually H&M turned out to be a disappointment.
I checked the online shop some time ago and found some stuff I'd really loved to try out.
Like: This and That
But none of those clothes was available. That honestly sucked.
They just had ugly stuff or - if there was something beautiful - just size 34 and 42. Gnaahh...

And as it seems hearties are totally in at the moment. Just remember that awful skirt. Somehow it was nice but what do you want to wear it with? Just can end up in a disaster.
Whatever we went on to UFF (the second hand shop) but it got even worse and then to Sepälä.
There we actually had a lot of fun, at least I had because I had to laugh so hard about Annika and Dany.

We went to McDonalds after, cos Dany and me were so fucking hungry and wanted to eat a burger for weeks now. It was delicious.

Back home we just cuddled. Talked some minutes and I fell asleep at 20.30 p.m.
No joke, I was that tired.
I woke up at midnight again, thinking that it is about four a.m.  and again at three a.m. staying awake for two hours then cos I wasn't able to sleep anymore.
How I hate this sleeplessness.

Autumn is a second spring where every leaf is a flower

Autumn's calling???
Okay at least some moments of the day seem to be like 'real' autumn. Despite of the other moments which were full of rain the sun seems to give its best today.
Even if some other people are still fighting about sun and rain dance stuff I enjoy both kind of weather.
I love the sun like in this very moment. It shines through our window and lightens the whole room.
But I also liked the rain today. Okay I was outside and ran into this downpour. Anyway, if you watch the rain from inside it is really nice.
To go out I still prefer the sun shine.

Enough of this blablabla.

We went to Ilona Shop today to bring the rest of the clothes there. At the moment we are selling our stuff at this fleamarket. It is always a hard carrying thing. But hei, we managed it.

About 1 1/2 hours ago I prepared lunch and we had some 'Pasta AliBaba'. Tasted quite okay even though it might have been better with rice instead of noodles.
Now we are sitting here and waiting for Alina or Anne to call or sent a message so that we know when they'll show up at our place or if we meet somewhere or whatever.
Cos I need to get some drinks for tonight. I am so much in the mood to go out today. Maybe Amadeus or Groove, i don't know. As long as we go out. And I want a huge amount of alcohol in my veins. Maybe some Vodka and beer and everything else.
My girl said today something like "We are young, who knows how long we have got the chance to live ..." to me. And so I decided to enjoy more.
That's it.

For now, I done again. Nothing more to tell.
Except of the fact that I am still or again tired. But that's nothing new :)

Bye bye, see you later.

Thunder clouds do not always give rain

Wuhaa days go by so fast. I can't believe it is wednesday already.

Hmm, the weather honestly really sucks.

I was so much hoping for a wonderful cosy autumn, full of colours and time for long walks.

But how looks reality like? Rain.

Rain, rain and even more rain. Storm and even tonight there was a thunderstorm. Everything looks grey and sad.

Were is this luminousness of autumn I am so in  love with?

University started last week, finally.

It is... hmm.. to be honest. Boring and stressy. I enjoy this one course called "Newspaper Language" but we've got a lot to do there. Had to write an article from friday to monday and we always have much homework.

By the way, I wrote and article called "The naked Finns". Hehe.

Haven't been out for a while. No bars and stuff. Except Dany's birthday party we weren't drinking and smoking and stuff for the last weeks since we came back from Germany.

However, today we are going to have some fun again :)

We'll go to Amadeus Music Bar later to see those guys:

It's a long time ago we have been seeing them. Missed their music and show but moreover I missed the guys. I am not used to see them that rarely -.-

Needs to be changed again.

So I guess I am going to have some Mysli (Vodka- Engery) now and start to get ready. My girl wants to do some make-up, hair whatever experiment with me.

Let's see how I'll look like later. 

But I trust her, so it will look good. I am sure!

Dear WEATHER,

Dear Weather,
would you be so kind and stop doing this to me?
Here in Finland we only have got those 1 - 2 weeks of autumn and I really want to enjoy those days. I love coloured leaves and the fresh air. Being shrouded in a cosy pullover, with some scarf and armed with the camera there might have been brilliant moments to remember.
But, and now it's your turn: You suck!
It's not like it is all in all grey outside, no! Now it started to rain like someone is taking a shower up there.
Of course, now as I do have a new umbrella, I can go out even when it rains. But it is not just those few drops but a proper downpour. No chance to stay dry outside. And I don't want to be ill, no way.
So, what I am asking you to do right now is very very simple. Stop the water, give us some wonderful autumn days. Please.

Hot in the city...☼

It was a hot friday in Tampere and what are you doing on such a wonderful day? Yeah, having fun!

Spent the day outside most of the time and waiting for Jannes to arrive. Anni has been there at our place before.
Got ready for the night, drank a few beer at home and got prepared to get into the park. Means mixing the Koskenkorva with Cola :o)


At Sorsanpuisto we found ourselves a tiny and cosy place to sit down and enjoyed the last sunny hours of the day.


As the other were way too slow I drank three quarter of the bottle all alone and the result was visible after I got up and we decided that it was time to go to Tabu Vip Party that started at 9pm.

At Tabu we got some free drinks offered, watched the ice hockey game and meet some familiar faces.
And thanks to this girl you see at the left side of the picture - Mia (she paid the round of drinks..) - ...
and those drinks you see below - fucking little bastards - ...I got a bad hangover the day after...Sigh.
Wuhh what a night. But a really good and funny one.
My apologies to everyone I was talking to :) for whatever ... ^^

Time goes by...

It was such a great time the last weeks.
The weather was so fucking nice, no wait it was FUCKING HOT. Oh and how I enjoyed it...

Where should I start?? Oo
Maybe just doing some retrospect...

let's start for now with the first hot days. ☼

The weather has been that fine that we spent almost the whole time outside.

Here at Koskenranta, with a fresh cold beer....

...that had its effect immediately as we got up from the grass.. :) beer and sunshine = pretty drunk at 3pm Oo


At the swing in our backyard, cos we had to wait for the bus and just enjoyed sitting there with our wine and beer and stuff..


Or even later at Groove as we have been watching the IceHockey game between Finland and USA... That was a great game actually. We all died of pulsating.


Or the days we tried to get rid of our hangovers :) and Anni's desperate try to read a book. But what the fuck was wrong XD???

So, as you can see it was such a great time... but this is only part one... two and three are following soon :o)

SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Or something like that.
The sun was shining bright today. And we really enjoyed it.

Got up earlier today to get the stuff to the flea market. Then back home (cos we had to bring the bag back and the stuff Anni bought) and back to town again.
Some round at the other flea market and through Koskikeskus. And then we headed to Koskenranta.
Placed ourselves onto the grassy ground and had a lot of fun. Drank some beer and lonkero, were amused about the people around and talked a lot of shit.



What a great summer day. I want more of those. Maybe tomorrow? The weather forecast sounds good.

At the moment we are getting ready for tonight. First the gig at Yö-Talo and then maybe having some beers somewhere. Dunno yet.

And we decided to walk back home tonight. Let's see if I am still able later. ^___^

VAPPU

Vappu weekend is over now. And I am honestly suprised I survived it.
Felt ill the whole weekend, had some fever and stuff but alcohol seems to be the best medicine.
^^"
(our jelly vodka thing has been so fuckin' tasty *yammi*)


Lori, Anni und Jannes have been here and we had a lot of fun together.
Even though the weather wasn't that fine and the circumstances either.
But I am proud of myself, I made the best out of it.

Anni, Lori, Dani and me at our balcony.
Getting in the right mood. ♫

Later that day, at Tabu. Dani, me and Jannes.
Still preparing. Smile.

And the day after at Bar Bulldog, Dani and me.

We went also to the city to visit the little market thing at keskustori, was fun too but a bit too crowed. Yeah, I know I am way to sensitive when it comes to crowds. Sigh.

We drank a lot, but not as much as I expected. Still have got a lot of beer at home. hehe.
_______________-

So now a new week began. I am still somehow sick. Spent the day in bed, having a rest.
But I guess tomorrow it is time to leave the house again.
City, maybe flea market, Swamp (buying the concert ticket for Popeda's gig on wednesday), Language School and maybe later Amadeus for one tasty drink.


But for now it is half past two. Dany is sleeping yet and I am supposed to sleep as well. But too many things in my head. The next days, missing, worrying, a baby ♥ and stuff.

Night.

My prayings might work...

Weather was so fine today. ☼
And as the sun was shining I went for a little walk. All alone cos Dany had to do a lot of homework for her university courses tomorrow.
It was somehow freaky to walk through the forest to the lake. So silent, a bit frightening.
I had a lot time to think, too much, I guess. But it felt great to hear just nothing. Maybe it made up my mood a bit.

I took the camera with me, just to catch some impressions.





For even more pictures, check this out: LahjaDea-Lost in Neverland

And now I should continue to pray for more of those days. But unfortunately I think we won't have that much luck on Vappu.
Sigh.


Spent a great evening also. At Jack The Rooster. Even if I got now more stuff to think about... Everything is also so difficult.
The mood was a bit...hmm let's say weird but all in all it was fun.
By mischance the guys didn't make it to the finals. But hei you can't win every day.

I really should go to bed now as I have to get up early tomorrow. But like I know myself, it might be a mostly sleepless night again. -.-
Anyway, have a nice night and great dreams. ♥

where are you, miss spring?

That is actually not very funny...



The weather forecast really looks like shit for the Vappu days.
Seems to be a big NO for the meeting at Pyynikki and every stuff outside.

That sucks!

Round 'n' round...

... that's how it goes.
Spent a great night yesterday at Amadeus with the girls.
Even though I felt like having a really bad day at the afternoon but after three tasty beers at home everything seemed to be fine again.
Tried some new drinks, talked a lot and laughed even more.
Thanks to you, girls.


Looking so forward to the weekend.
Hate this university stuff. It is so boring to learn shit about the "media in turkey". *moan*

maybe we are going to the gig at friday. Acutally Dany wants but I am not in the mood yet. Let's see. Earlier on friday we want to go swimming. ♥ Hopefully we won't oversleep again. And maybe after the gig we could have a drink at Tabu? That would be great. Like last weekend. ♥♥♥

And saturday we are going to enjoy the day. maybe I am going to cook some lasagne for my honey and at night ... we'll just enjoy some company :) and maybe going to Amadeus or something. Let's see.

I am hoping so much that the weather will be fine at the weekend this time.
I WANT SUNSHINE!

And I'd finally love to make some Vodka-jelly. Or whatever I should call it in English.
In German it is simply called "Wackelwodka". Yammi...



But maybe I do have to wait until Vappu. But that will be a blast than, believe me.